Another challenge to deal with.

Some good and not so good news in this blog. Let’s get the bad news out of the way first shall I. They say when it rains it pours and that’s how I feel right now. Yesterday I had an appointment regarding sores that have been appearing on my head. It’s another nightmare scenario for me because it looks almost certain that I have skin cancer to deal with now on top of the prostate cancer. I went away feeling quite miserable and dejected, I’m fighting so hard to beat this prostate cancer with my mindset then this has come as a bit of a shock. Mindset is everything but when you get a hit like this I’ll be honest, it’s not easy😞

I canceled evening plans we had with friends and spent the evening into the late night watching anything I could to cheer me up. Hallmark soppy Xmas movies seem to help but please don’t tell anyone I said that😀

Today I’ve told myself this is just another setback and I’ll deal with it the way I’ve delt with all the other stuff. The treatment is painful and lasts for 12 weeks it involves rubbing some cream into my scalp at the affected parts twice a day and this burns the affected skin cells away ouch😭 The specialist told me it’s going to be hard and I may need some steroids to deal with the inflammation. Ok bring it on I’ve been through worse.

I’ve been telling myself mindset is everything whilst tackling prostate cancer so this will be no different. I have of course asked the question why me again isn’t it enough to have to go through prostate cancer with out adding to the anguish and fear.

The specialist has said that the cancer doesn’t appear to be deep and is just surface damage but another biopsy may be needed in 12 weeks time after the treatment to tell what the state of play is.

The worst thing in my life right now is coping with the intense hot flushes I’m getting they really seem to have rampt up lately, so much so that I’m often drenched in sweat and then freezing cold as the weather has turned colder. These are hitting me 2 or 3 times an hour 24 hours a day. The doctor said they could reduce my tablets but that’s risky. Do I want to take that risk? No I don’t my cancer (prostate) seems to be getting better so this is just one particular aspect that Im going to just have to put up with.

I feel like I’m having a right old moan on here, but I think that’s ok don’t you! Better out than in😀

I’m trying or have been trying to adopt the feeling that I’m already cured. I still believe 1 million percent that I’ll beat all of this. I have to keep my faith in what I know. I know the mind body connection is like some kind of powerful force that taps into what scientists call the quantum field, in my language it’s the force of life, the universe🙏 things that we are only just starting to discover we can do with our consciousness. My last bone scan result was outstanding my oncologists words not mine. I’m living life, loving my job, writing a gratitude journal everyday and being kind I think I’m on the right path.

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My YouTube channel has really taken off, I decided to talk to people tell them my story which is so much easier than just writing it down. My purpose in life is to help others, in a selfish way I’m also helping myself. Talking on YouTube has opened up a whole new prospect of spreading the word. I’ve had some great responses from other cancer sufferers who are going through all this stuff. I’m hoping my YouTube channel will be a place where people can share advice where they don’t have to fork out vast sums of money to find out the stuff I already know. I understand people have to make a living but it seems to me anything to do with cancer and self healing costs a fortune, I think that cancer victims are easy targets, we are all desperate to find the magical cure, right now I’m convinced we all hold that cure inside of us, it’s just finding the way forward to unlock it.

Untill the next time stay positive kind and see gratitude where you least expect to find it.

Love Woody ❤️