The force is with me.
The adventure continues.
Today has been incredible in so many ways, I feel like I’m on a roller coaster ride of emotions, whilst living with my cancer, most of them good, it feels I’m on the top of the ride and soaring not able to fall down, I’m happy with that because I know the ride will start to change but that’s ok.👀
Last night was not good on the ward and talking to one of the duty nurses it was one of the worst nights for years. I felt so sorry for the patient’s last night that were going through a tough time, my thoughts and prayers were with them, I tried to send healing thoughts from my bed🙏
The nurses had to deal with such a lot last night and I wanted to give them each a hug this morning, angels really do walk amongst us. I made a point to talk to all of them and ask them if they are ok, it’s important, just because they are caring for us it doesn’t mean we can’t care for them. They all need a hug real or virtual. 🤗
One of the nurses noticed my star wars t-shirt, she told me the family were fanatical fans. Even naming her children Luke and Leia and the dog Chewie.
I never even knew that a new star-wars movie was planned for Christmas and so we sat together and watched the latest trailer Ben Kenobi.
The force is with me💯 I have loved star-wars films all of my life and loved the thought of a force, I believe in a life force and it’s going to be helping me if I believe strong enough.
Spoke to my Brother in law this afternoon from deepest darkest Peru. His generosity and compassion blew me away.
My sister came for a visit, we never talk much in a deep kind of way but this situation has changed us. She’s an NHS community responder and helps people over the phone who just need someone to talk to, I listened to the passion and compassion in her voice as she told me a few stories.☕ Plus sneaked me in a real coffee. Another angel 😇
Kim you make me so proud to be your brother💯❤️
Everyday I talk to my children, they are both so young and yet so strong. I love to listen to how their day has been. My wife and I agreed to tell them about their daddy, they took it well, they know daddy is not just poorly but has cancer, it’s unfair not to tell them. They also know that daddy will battle to his last breath to stay with them, that is my purpose now, I owe it to to them. I love them more than I could ever dream possible, unfortunately it took cancer to give me that but in a strange way I thank cancer for that.❤️
Finally, another day of beautiful messages from the Facebook group. I’m on this adventure and I certainly don’t feel alone.
Today was full of kindness positivity and gratitude and that makes it a good day.
Here’s a hug to each and everyone of you for making my world just that little more brighter today.☀️
